"if you wanted the moon, i would make a start"

asubmissiveintraining: siratticus: fortheluvofdoms: i think i...

Fri, 26 Apr 2013 13:49:17 -0400

siratticus:

fortheluvofdoms:

i think i should get these for me and Daddy

-raises eyebrow

The Hank Hill in me is intrigued by this.

*Giggles*

i love to start using these at home.

trufax

Fri, 08 Feb 2013 01:29:12 -0500

trufax

finding out friends are kinky and are already in your life makes for the best days. also at the SF...

Fri, 08 Feb 2013 00:13:00 -0500

finding out friends are kinky and are already in your life makes for the best days.

also at the SF armory and the bar across the street.

wish Daddy was here with me.

i haven’t written here in quite some time. i am still a submissive to my Daddy and that may be...

Sun, 25 Nov 2012 05:19:14 -0500

i haven’t written here in quite some time.

i am still a submissive to my Daddy and that may be all that is still the same since i last wrote.

i was in the shower tonight and let myself feel how i would if i were to ever lose Him. i let myself be overcome with the sadness and the grief. i know i am not good enough for Him but i also know i am not enough in my current state for myself.

and that’s where i’ve come to the decision that somethings must change. within myself to fully devote myself to Him and know that this lifestyle won’t hurt me nearly as badly as if i hadn’t tried to improve myself in the process.

the important things

Sun, 11 Mar 2012 14:53:08 -0400

i am kind of being a bad student; midterms are this week and i definitely havent put in the effort yet they really deserve.
but the thing is… He is more important.
He needs to be happy, because i need Him and seeing His smiles and proud faces that are made while W/we are together makes me happy. and i deserve to be happy.

i recently read a quote that put these priorities in perspective for a silly pet like me. you focus on what makes you happy and everything else will fall into place accordingly.

He makes me so happy.
being with Him makes everything right.

that’s whats important to me.
and it will always be.

right now: i do not like Him. nor do not like what He does to me. and i dont like myself for so...

Mon, 23 Jan 2012 19:41:09 -0500

right now:

i do not like Him.
nor do not like what He does to me.
and i dont like myself for so many reasons.

snap out of it already, you are never going to make it.

Photo

Sat, 14 Jan 2012 21:03:07 -0500

subcristi: I totally love this, she just looks like she...

Tue, 10 Jan 2012 06:10:52 -0500

subcristi:

I totally love this, she just looks like she freaking loves it, and they are both so cute. This is so much better than porn.

oh this is such a pretty picture. i need to re-watch this movie...

Wed, 21 Sep 2011 05:11:06 -0400

oh this is such a pretty picture.

i need to re-watch this movie asap.

albinwonderland:

pierce-the-heavens:

lake (by ormeli)

Thanks for everything HERC, it’s been a real slice.

I don't think you are stupid for not wanting to know. But I think maybe you should ask and talk to him about how it makes you feel. You seem really down over the whole thing. And it probably hurts a lot to know there may be others. I know it did for me. I hope things go okay for you.

Sat, 17 Sep 2011 21:26:55 -0400

thanks. =)

W/we did talk about a lot of it yesterday. i am down just because i really do think i love Him.

thank you though for reaching out and caring. i appreciate it.

Can I ask if you and your Daddy are LDR? Coz if so - I know how you feel over it. I couldn't cope knowing he had her and not me. Its like I knew - I would never be chosen because I wasn't there for him in person. I dunno, but anyway, hi! Thought I would pop in and say hi. <3

Sat, 17 Sep 2011 20:48:20 -0400

hi, thanks for saying hi =)

you may think this was true lol but actually Daddy and i are only separated by less than an hour driving time. He has just a very demanding job in the public sphere and i am a college student.

i just don’t know who to trust at this point. this woman who has messaged me and subsequently posted about how He has ended their communication of being a “Sugar Daddy” or Him, who says there conversations haven’t been for a while and that He never planned to meet her or had any conversation with that kind of innuendo.

am i stupid for not asking to see their correspondences? are there other girls out there that i’ll never know about?

i am just really lost.

naughty-nerd-next-door: Which is it??

Fri, 16 Sep 2011 01:27:18 -0400

naughty-nerd-next-door:

Which is it??

just got a random message from another sub on fetlife saying she has been talking to my Daddy for a while, they're at a point to meet for dinner, and she wanted my opinion on Him.

Fri, 16 Sep 2011 01:24:23 -0400

i am devastated.

i’ve recently talked to Daddy about being outside and...

Sun, 11 Sep 2011 20:05:45 -0400

i’ve recently talked to Daddy about being outside and being able to please Him in nature.

which is when He told me He’s never been camping, like ever… in His entire life. it makes sense, knowing how and where He was raised, but it still was a surprise.

He did say however He’d love to make me drop to my knees and please Him in the outdoors; it only reiterates the fact that i am His to be taken and used any time of any day, whenever He sees fit.

i do have a feeling, knowing His sense of humor and desire to show me of my place every chance He can, that there is a huge possibility i’d be left like this. which would of course be scary but extremely sexy. and He knows that i get excited just at the idea of pleasing Him so i do hope W/we get the chance to take Daddy camping and that Daddy will use me in a uncontrolled setting.

i haven’t listened to this song in a long time. but...

Sat, 03 Sep 2011 02:42:52 -0400

i haven’t listened to this song in a long time.

but it’s definitely going on Daddy’s playlist.

perkybear:

Duffy - Mercy (by DuffyVEVO)

How I feel tonight xxx

And I fucking love her - she’s gorgeous xxx

for some reason, being treated like a queen is a bit...

Sat, 03 Sep 2011 02:37:51 -0400

for some reason, being treated like a queen is a bit uncomfortable but being fucked like a slut is perfectly natural.

i feel my most comfortable when i am being used by Him, whichever way He chooses to do so. but He does treat me better than any other Man has, in and out of the bedroom, and that’s why i think i really love Him.